December 2011
this is probably the last christmas i ever had,...
I’m actually going to change for a guy, well, that’s what love makes to us, the need of having them in our lives
If only I could tell him how much he means to me…
If he only knew how much it scares me even the idea of he leaving me. I’ve come’d to need him, to love him with every inch of myself.
I’ve come’d to trust him, he has becomes my bestfriend, my councillor, the person id turn to if i need anyone there, i need him, he has became part of me.
If only I could tell him...
we dont talk the same anymore. and the worst is i know its all my fault and i cant help it, but i dont know, i dont know what to do, how to show you how i feel, and im going to loose you for knowing nothing.
this isn't what it used to be
Please don’t leave somebody waiting on you.